I’ve been thinking about how my sexuality makes me feel
Sometimes I feel silly
that I’m over thinking it
and that I should just calm down
but
sometimes
sometimes I feel ill.
Sick as a dog.
This sickness manifests itself as a physical expression
mainly vomiting
actually mostly vomiting.
This could be the nerves.
This could be a reaction.
I don’t know what it is.
No one else seems to mind that I am gay and most people know what it feels to be in love.
I would like to explore homosexuality, love stories and feeling ill and nauseated in different forms.
PHILIPPA MANNION 