SO MANY TRIGGER WARNINGS. TURN BACK IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED
He goes deep.
He goes deep into my core.
He sandwiches his dick into my ass and calls it Christmas.
He’s so fucking proud of himself.
Like the cat that got the cream.
Like Alice falling down the rabbit hole.
He’s violating me.
I don’t feel it in my body but I know he’s attacking my mind.
I am a hole to him.
He reaches round my mouth trying to silence my yelps and gasps, knowing that is not part of the deal.
This is not what I want.
He says I’m dirty
That he has to go clean himself
He excuses himself to the bathroom.
I am a heap on the floor.
He comes back, I’m sure he does.
But I’m passing in and out of consciousness.
He makes me spread my legs once more.